New Blogging Adventures.

I decided to start another blog up with a friend.

We're constantly in the library seeing people we know, so we thought it would be fun to start a blog about that, complete with pictures and videos. We just finished day one. It's a good start...

Check it out: The Adventures of Rick & Tarra

Changed View.

You know those moments when you see someone you really respect do something that's out of the ordinary that it changes how you view that person from now on? Yeah, that just happened.

Okay that might be a bit too dramatic. I don't think my perspective has changed that much. I'm mostly just disappointed. I'll still be friends with this person nevertheless. I just feel like when I see them that image will come up, and I might act a little differently around them.

Before this instance, I felt like they had so many good things going for them. Good group of friends. Good morals. Good manners. Involved. Kind. Funny. Interesting. Creative. Smart. Hard-working. Motivated. Cool.

Oh well. People have their secrets. It's just finding out about them that can be a disappointment.

things are a little better...?

So continuation from my little Sunday situation...haha

On Tuesday, I was in the office with Jillian, and he came in asking for a constitution.  This is where I thought things got a little better because he finally said hi to me; after how many weeks now?! I squeaked a hi back but that's it. I saw him later at dinner but didn't say anything.

That's the extent of my conversation with him. Great.  I really don't want this hanging over me when I'm away for the summer.  It has just been difficult since our paths don't cross any more. I know this passage makes it sound like I like him, but I don't. I just want to repair this friendship, if there even was one in the first place.

CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: "Sweet Child O' Mine" by Guns N' Roses

he's just NOT that into me...no seriously.

I might be overanalyzing this, but I seriously think Andrew hates me. Okay maybe not hate, but I'm going to consider dislike or whatever.  Ever since I talked to him on my birthday, things have gone down hill in our friendship. I know I shouldn't think it over too much because "things will get better." 

Today, I swear he made facial expressions full of disgust as Sam and I walked into the room where the Freshman Escape brainstorm meeting was taking place.  I don't understand why.  We didn't do anything but enter the room. *sigh* This is when my over-analyzation began...

I want to talk to him, just to make sure things are normal between us. None of this tension and awkwardness. I blame myself though for being stupidly honest on my birthday.  Oh my goodness gracious me. I spoiled a perfectly okay friendship....